I Can't Understand

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I’m dying and no one knows my pain
They assume life treats us all the same
It’s hard to find friends when your best friend is gone
It’s hard to play the game of life
When you can’t move on

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Deep inside I know poison
And I know I am that to her
But I don’t know how to let it go
I didn’t want it to end
Fuck this, I thought she was the one

I held on to her for so long

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I Remember when we first met
We could not keep apart
Now she left me and never gave back my heart
How am I supposed to move on
This shit hurts and no one understands

When I try to ask for help

They tell me that I am wrong

They say my feelings are confusing me

That I am better off alone

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My thoughts have become a clog in my lungs

And I no longer can breathe
If I am supposed to be happier
Then When will it begin

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I think about her so much
I want to hold her again
I need her voice in my ears
I want to hold her hands
She left me for other man

Her mom told me the truth

I cant believe she left me for good

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she left me and never came back
I don’t blame her
But don’t blame me if I can’t understand
All I wanted was to hold her to the end

And all along I thought I was her man

But She never believed in me

I can't understand.