If I could be

But that’s the whole point
My friends
What will I do?
If I could suddenly feel
And to know
Once again
That, What I feel
Is real
Not a tinted vision

I can cry and smile
Both at once
You should try….
I might laid back for a while
That not to say
I want to end it all
Tell me what I would do
If I could be….

If I could reach inside of me
And to know how it feels
When I like what I see

To go deep in to my soul
And watch my heart explode
Cause at the end of it all
If I only could be.

Where was I Going

I want you to pull me
In from the edge
Save me from the truth of it all
My thoughts can't hold my weight much longer
The tears are making my vision blurry

I need you to drag me away
from this wreckage of hope
I fear I might have lost too much
Too soon
the promises of life are cracked
So I can't see clearly
I only hope you can see the rest

Rip apart like everything
Hope and dreams
Anger me with my feelings
and I can scream
But no one hears me

I look around it all looks familiar
I know I've been here once before
With my face down to the floor
Waiting for something to change

Amazed by the ways of the world
I keep on waiting to see humanity work
Waiting here alone
I think I may have waited too long

They Speak to me in riddles that
is hard to understand
Telling me that I am a better man
As long as I follow them
Then when I ask questions
They get mad

Don’t know where I’m going
But, I sure know where I’ve been
Hanging on the promises
I gave myself
The only promises not broken yet

I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find
It seems like the questions
Get harder with time
with some miracle
I get the strength to carry on
but where was I going….